> ## Content Index > Fetch the complete content index at: https://famouspsychicmediums.com/llms.txt > Use this file to discover other available public pages before exploring further. # What Happens When We Die? Theresa Caputo On 25 Years Talking to Spirits - URL: https://famouspsychicmediums.com/episodes/what-happens-when-we-die-theresa-caputo-on-25-years-talking-to-spirits/ - Published: 2026-08-27T14:00:10.000Z - Updated: 2026-10-02T15:34:03.000Z - Description: Long Island Medium Theresa Caputo joins the show to share how she communicates with spirits, what the afterlife is truly like, and how we can recognize signs from our departed loved ones to find healing and peace. - Author: Angie Li - Tags: Famous Mediums In this episode, the hosts sit down with Theresa Caputo, famously known as the Long Island Medium, to explore her 25-year journey of communicating with spirits. Theresa explains how she receives messages from the afterlife, describing the physical sensations and symbols she experiences when channeling. She also shares insights from her brain scan with Dr. Amen, which revealed unique neurological activity during her readings. Theresa discusses the profound nature of grief, explaining how our departed loved ones remain connected to us and continue to witness our lives. She offers guidance on how to recognize signs from heaven, such as animal encounters or recurring symbols, and explains how children and animals are naturally more receptive to spiritual energy. Throughout the conversation, Theresa conducts powerful live readings for the hosts and their team members. These deeply emotional moments offer comfort and validation, highlighting the importance of releasing guilt, embracing faith, and finding peace after experiencing tragic loss. ### Key takeaways - Spirit communication is sensory-based; Theresa experiences physical sensations, tastes, and symbols to interpret messages from departed souls. - A brain scan with Dr. Amen revealed that Theresa's brain activity flatlines or accesses unique areas while she is actively channeling. - Departed loved ones do not miss out on our lives; they watch over us and send subtle signs, which children and animals are often the quickest to notice. - The afterlife involves a life review process where souls relive their lives through their loved ones' eyes to grow, heal, and find peace. - Grief is a permanent but evolving journey, and honoring it by sharing beautiful memories can help make the burden lighter. - Releasing guilt and negative emotions is crucial for healing, as souls do not want us to carry the burdens of their departures. ### Highlights - 1:14 — How Spirit Communicates with Theresa - 4:43 — Brain Scan Insights with Dr. Amen - 12:05 — The Afterlife Life Review Process - 15:06 — Live Reading and Family Validations - 31:03 — Children and Animals Sensing Spirits - 43:30 — Releasing Guilt and Emotional Burdens - 55:40 — Team Member Reading and Healing Messages ```chapters 00:00:00 Meet Theresa Caputo 00:00:41 Overstimulation Signs 00:01:14 How Spirit Communicates 00:03:00 Afterlife Peace Explained 00:03:43 Water And Intuition 00:04:43 Brain Scan Channeling 00:05:27 Handling Skeptics 00:06:56 Grief And Family Readings 00:07:56 Faith Protection Story 00:11:32 Life Review Lessons 00:13:56 Medium Vs Psychic 00:15:06 Live Reading Breakthrough 00:20:13 Signs From Heaven 00:23:13 Suicide And Mental Illness 00:29:27 Supporting The Grieving 00:31:03 Kids Animals Sense Spirits 00:32:16 Opening Up To Signs 00:38:16 Grief That Stays 00:40:14 Live Show And Book 00:43:30 Dreams And Guilt 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