Paul Selig Gives Tami Simon a Live Reading, and Then the Guides Turn on Him

In this conversation, author and channel Paul Selig offers Tami Simon a live reading from the guides he channels, drawing on themes from his book Divine Union. The discussion moves through ideas of choice, trust, and the divine self, with Paul sharing the simple daily attunement he relies on: I am in God, I am of God, I am with God.

The conversation becomes deeply personal when Tami admits that despite decades of spiritual practice, part of her still resists fully surrendering to this work. Paul tunes in and receives messages that reveal her fear is less about disbelief and more about vulnerability and the risk of being hurt again.

As the reading unfolds, the guides turn attention back on Paul himself, revealing that he shares the same hesitation and fear of visibility that he's reflecting back to Tami. The episode closes with a shared recognition that releasing old protective patterns can lead to a revelatory sense of freedom and clarity.

Key takeaways

• Choosing and saying yes is presented as an active, willful practice rather than passive acceptance.
• Paul Selig's core daily attunement is 'I am in God, I am of God, I am with God,' representing alignment with the divine self.
• The divine self or 'monad' operates beyond fear and personal history, unlike the ego-driven identity shaped by others' expectations.
• Long-held skepticism and mistrust, even after years of spiritual practice, often stem from fear of vulnerability and past hurt rather than disbelief.
• The guides suggest that resistance to trust is a form of self-protection that can dissolve like 'ice falling away in sheets' once permission is given.
• Paul Selig reveals he shares some of the same hesitations and fears of visibility that he reflects back to Tami Simon during the reading.

Highlights

• 0:32 — Discussing the words 'elect' and 'choose' in Divine Union
• 1:19 — Paul explains his long-standing skepticism about channeling
• 3:13 — Paul shares his core attunement: I am in God, I am of God, I am with God
• 4:14 — Tami confesses she still hasn't fully 'come along for the ride'
• 6:05 — Paul tunes into Tami and begins the live reading
• 8:12 — The guides reveal Tami's fear is rooted in vulnerability, not disbelief
• 10:02 — Closing message: 'Behold, I make all things new'

00:00:00 Tuning In A Live Reading Begins
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00:07:04 What If There Is No Cost
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00:09:02 Working Through It Together
00:10:02 Behold I Make All Things New

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