Do Our Loved Ones Hold Grudges After They Pass? with Jodi Jones

Suzane Northrop welcomes medium Jodi Jones to discuss a question they are both frequently asked: do our loved ones hold grudges, regrets, or disappointments after they pass? Together, they explore how transitioning out of the physical body changes a soul's perspective, freeing them from the human ego and pain body.

They also address the responsibilities of being a professional medium, explaining how they deliver complex or difficult messages to sitters with honesty rather than "rainbows and fluff." The conversation covers family dynamics, sibling disagreements over a parent's wishes, and the profound grief of losing children, emphasizing that there are no accidents in our soul journeys.

Finally, Suzane and Jodi share personal stories about their relationships with their own mothers and discuss how easy it is to connect with spirits. Rather than needing elaborate ceremonies, we can instantly connect with our departed loved ones simply by bringing them into our minds and hearts through frequency and love.

Key takeaways

• Departed souls do not hold grudges or regrets because the human ego and pain body disappear once they leave the physical body.
• Professional mediums carry a deep responsibility to deliver messages honestly and constructively, avoiding sugarcoated or fabricated details.
• Family members who claim a deceased parent is upset with you are often projecting their own unresolved grief, anger, or personal issues.
• Connecting with loved ones in spirit does not require elaborate rituals; it happens instantly when we bring them into our thoughts and hearts.
• Grief is a natural human process, but staying open to love allows departed spirits to continue bringing gifts and positive connections into our lives.

Highlights

• 8:32 — Do spirits hold grudges like humans do?
• 11:40 — The ego and pain body disappear after transition
• 15:15 — The responsibility of a professional medium
• 26:05 — Unpacking family drama and projected guilt
• 33:05 — Debunking common myths about the afterlife
• 45:20 — Connecting with spirits through frequency and heart
• 50:50 — A powerful story of finding love after tragic loss

00:00:00 Welcome to the Suzane Northrop Show
00:02:50 Do Spirits Hold Grudges After Passing
00:11:30 The Ego and the Pain Body
00:14:50 Medium Responsibility and Delivering Messages
00:25:55 Sibling Dynamics and Family Expectations
00:33:00 Debunking Hollywood Myths About Spirit
00:40:50 Coping With the Loss of Children
00:45:10 Connecting Through Frequency and Love

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